incessant ramblings of a catatonic photographer

When you chance the way you look at things, the things you look at change..

Apathy 
Ravages the house  of the 
Mind like a  mallet to a 
china doll  
Seamless exaggeration  beyond 
any simple  explanation 
 From the ...

Dug this out of the archives. Interesting... My curse of the "higher knowing" "I know you" I say -  "better than yo...

Being this on Friday saved me.  Once again, I found direction in my life.  I was in control.  And when life spun out of my hands before my e...

My alter ego - Miss Kalliope, has made an appearance again. Shitty little video - but it's filled with fun. Posted it on her facebook...

Strange things happen to me all the time. That's one of the reasons I stated this blog. There is a time when coincidences happen too oft...

Funny thing about inspiration - it's like a new filter you see the old world through, and all of a sudden, things look different. As I d...

In one week (7 days), I've done 9 improv classes.  I must be nuts!! 5 of those days were 4.5 hours straight. And for 2 days, I did 2 sep...

Just wrapped up "from Stage to Page: using improv to write" with Kirsten Rasmussen and I have to say that my quest for "impro...

Perhaps this will be a blog entry that will be constantly evolving. Just like myself.... Unfortunately, i have reached by saturation po...

Last class today of Action Theater. What an incredible experience. Five days of self discovery and growth. At the end of class, I gave every...

Day 4 of 5 Action theater The ability to run around endlessly, scream at the top of my lungs, roll around the floor, slithering like a snake...

Exploring things we do every day through a particular state - this was the embodiment of electricity if I were writing in my journal. Intere...

November 1, 2013 The Death and Rebirth of Self Life Transitions by  Madisyn Taylor   Sometimes a part of us must die before another part can...

Sometimes the truth we refuse to look at, looks back at us...

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Exhaustion but in a good way. Too wiped to collect my thoughts, but i'm taking notes as we learn in class. 2mrw - going to a bbf...

Something is broken. And I can't help but feel that it is beyond repair...

Raw from the inside Cold on the outside Cryogenic preservation of the Persistence of my memory Now lost in melancholy  Without a door to esc...

Day 1 What I learned in improv today? Always say yes.  The eyes are so important to communication and understanding. The eyes will convey th...

My view of the sky this morning as reflected in a puddle... I am sitting in the middle of a huge log cabin home - 20+ foot ceilings,...

I AM AND AM NOT I'm swimming in the flood which has yet to come I'm shackled in the prison which has yet to be built I am the che...

What did l learn in Improv class today? Mind blowing shit. Seriously - i have to get enough improv experience to teach this stuff to the w...

“For years, copying other people, I tried to know myself. From within, I couldn't decide what to do. Unable to see, I heard my name bein...

Who would have thought that a place that I said in passing a few weeks ago and a friend suggested would be the hub of some important activit...

Full moon - and a lunar eclipse. Double whammy. Yikes... I don't know about you dear reader, but i am highly sensitive to ...

For the first time in a very long time (talking years) I had a dream about a plane and there was no crash. I was siting with a friend, and s...

I think i finally love my life. Spent Monday into Tuesday with a truly incredible group of people. Brilliant, gifted, spiritual, funny and...

Today was a long one - trying to pass hours transitioning from a fitful sleep filled with regrets and disappointment was awkward and at best...

now

ha... old poem. I can be so dramatic in my drama sometimes.... A man once said - its all about biology but when does biology ...

This one is cute and sweet in a wholesome "fresh from the bakery" naive endearing way. had to repost... http://hellophotokit...

well, hello old blogger friend. It's been a while... life sometimes has an uncanny way of derailing the best laid plans and force ever...

Very cool... I have been asked to submit my photo as a cover for a poetry anthology: The Lineup Poems on Crime . Seems that people are fin...

Ext. Day busy street. 4 lanes of two way traffic mid afternoon mom and daughter have taken the day to search for apartments 6.5, unh...

I just had a fantastic session with my CBT therapist. She came over to my house to sit with me during my re-examination o...

Indeed, we have found it. The holy grail of the center of our new universe: our casa, the sublime chez-nous. Home. Now with feet firm...

So it’s been a year last week since we got our notice to move out of our apartment. I remember that day so well. I don’t want to, but ...

I saw this foating from the sky, walking amidst a park with trees stripped naked by November winds. I held out my hand, and as if by m...

oceans between us nautical miles separate the folds of reason from the port of insanity so desperately we hold on...

I love taking photos.  Despite my discouragment with the whole "scene", I still find some fleeting moments to be simply pricele...

Today I was in the Zone - as director and cinematographer for a tv pilot. Lots of things going on at once - multi-tasking on steroids...

How to Steal Like an Aritst by Austin Kleon So as I stumble through what has proven to be a rather emotionally and physically labour inte...

this year has been a difficult one kicked out of my apartment, wrestling with personal physical and spiritual demons... for a lon...

Silence is so accurate Mark Rothko

Be clear every day, every evening It calls here aloud from above Carefully watched for a reason Mistaking devotion and love Surr...

Faith beyond a reasonable doubt No matter how difficult the journey, how excruciating the cancer treatment was, no matter how many d...

I loved this color. Loved the painterly technique I used to achieve the underwater effect on the bedroom walls. Now that I don...