Letting go...

“In the end these things matter most:

 How well did you love? How fully did you live? How deeply did you learn to let go?”

Buddha

seriously!?

r u serious?

I was selected as a semi-finalist in this contest!? Really?

I mean, really?

That's no small bananans cause there is lots of competition on this site.

really?

i think that is incredibly cool, and makes me smile despite the fact that I think i have a stalker.

I will be meeting some people next week for self defense courses. Seriously paranoid. Better to air on the side of caution.

seriously...

you are here...

Your truth, your decision, your best interest...

you are here...

Evil is the interruption of a truth by the pressure of particular or individual interests.


Alain Badiou






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prep

on saturday, i will take on a very high profile shoot. Needless to say, i'm nervous as hell.

Checking my equipment and realizing that i am missing some things is getting me a little rattled. But I must sleep, so i will leave the camera bags, cables, lenses where they are and deal with it 2mrw.

I got some wonderful news today. Max Ryan is going to be in the new Sex and the City movie!! I'm so very happy for this wonderful man. He was a dream to work with, and made me think of "old school hollywood actors" - utterly professional, kind, and warm.

I posted some stuff on flickr, and facebook but shamelessly added my watermark cause i know that the net can be an evil monkey when it comes to plagiarizing images. Has happened to me in the past. I know it will happen again. Time to prevent it.

but it's funny, this shoot came at a point in my life when i was ready to throw away my camera for good. I was all tapped out, but this saved me.

Perhaps shooting Japanese businessmen for a medical journal will be my saving grace...

and all that to drink!

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Goodbye Vandoosh

Goodbye Vandoosh
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Goodbye vandoosh.
the world seems a little less wonderful without you in it...

in the blink of an eye, she was gone

“There is a theory which states that if ever for any reason anyone discovers what exactly the Universe is for and why it is here it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another that states that this has already happened.”

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taking a little hiatus for a week or so, or more.
Need time to process things. Need time to rest.