Monday, January 23, 2006

Road to Nowhere


Road to Nowhere
Originally uploaded by Kier42.
This beautiful photo echoes every feeling, mood, thought that I am going through right now.

Mom's surgery is scheduled for 2morrow. I am staying over at her house and then going to the hospital with her in the morning. My life will be on pause for a while. It's scaring me to no end. I can't even begin to imagine how scary it will be for her.

I don't even want to begin to imagine...

I am feeling like I am lost in a fog - somewhere between reality and dreams, where sounds are muffled and soft echoes of orchestra strings fade off into the distance. This all seems like a dream.

We have yet to receive a prognosis from the PET scan. We are hoping that no news is good news...

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