Bloody fucken migraine.
I've had it for the past 3 days and I suspect tension.
The upcoming stress of mom's chemo, my stress about not having a solid job and still having to get my shit in order (ya, that comes with the stress and headache of finding the best price for a camera...) the stress over the past few days to meet deadlines for art festivals. It's all piling up, and it's all in my head.
Literally.
Just just got an email from my Swedish babe chicklet - she is due in September!!
I really hope she comes to full term. She has been so unlucky in the past few years. It would be so amazing - and I would be an auntie.
Speaking of aunties - I am one as of last Sunday. My little cousin had a baby. This is my little cousin with whom I used to sing Karaoke (and back in the early 70's it had not even been discovered yet) to old Rolling Stones and Tom Jones Lp's, my little cousin with whom I used to ride elevator in my grandmother's closet with, my little cousin with whom we devised magic potion to keep flies away from dog shit (it was made with an old solution of Lilt Home Perm, 30 year old bath salt blocks, French Formula hairspray, and whatever we could find in my grandmother's bathroom basement (which would have been an anthropologist's delight!). My little cousin - little L. The girl who was my most convenient younger sister - because as soon as I went home, she became my cousin again.
What kind of a great deal was that?
So back to the migraine...
Pills pills pills and icepacks for the neck.
caffeine in pills, caffeine in cups.
ice ice ice
It's not helping much, but I'm lucid enough to type this
barely.
So here we go again - looking to the stars for guidance.
Sounds like a promising weekend.
not!
Friday, 14th April 2006
ARIES (Mar 21 - Apr 20)
So, you think you know where the limits lie, do you? You are sure about what is or isn't possible, are you? You've looked at your current situation from every angle and you've appraised it accurately, have you? Sorry to take a slightly confrontational tone. It's just that events, this weekend, intend to be similarly challenging in the way that they require you to rethink the boundaries and barriers in your world. Something surprisingly exciting is attainable. Despite recent misgivings, you'll soon have reason to feel very enthusiastic.
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