Saturday, April 01, 2006

Down we fall, straight ahead.

We find out Tuesday what will happen to my mom as in terms of her chemo. One year? One month intensive? We don't know.

Just when I thought it was safe to put my feet down again, we are on the move - "down we fall, straight ahead" - that is how I feel right now.

Tuesday will be my birthday.
I am going with my mom to the doctor. It might be one of the most difficult birthdays in my life.

I am not looking forward to this year.

One step forward, 10 steps back.

Tied to the railway tracks, my skin can feel the vibrations of the train miles and miles away...

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