Tuesday mom goes in for her 3 month PET scan. And the week after that, she goes to see the doctor. He will then tell her if the cancer has spread or not.
I saw her today and the worry is starting to show.
There is really nothing we can do except wait. There is nothing I can do now except wait and watch her wait, and try to not entertain the idea that the cancer has come back and that she has only a limited amount of time to live.
Nobody wants to entertain these ideas, but times like this, they seem to stare you down, making you uncomfortable, blink and look away.
So please, say a little prayer for her. She goes in at 9am on the 2nd of July and the week after, we get the results.
I'm praying my heart out that we will, in fact, have a little more time together because we are finally starting to know and love eachother not only as mother and daughter but as women, forging a special bond that I hope to keep alive for a while longer....
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